When Haifa finally returned from
Aish’s house, it was past six. She had tried on all the tops and decided none
of them were suitable. Later, she joined Aish and her family for evening tea,
and they all expressed their sadness when she shared the news. All the while,
Aish kept sending her meaningful glances.
As Haifa entered her home, her
mother was in the kitchen, preparing dinner. Her mother glanced at her, and her
previous mood changed. "Ifa, go change and come help me cook," she
said warmly. "How’s Aish and her family?"
Haifa replaced the scooter keys on
their hook. "They are well," she replied and walked into her room.
From inside, she called out, "I'm coming, but I’m going out for
dinner."
Haifa waited for her mother to
object. Her mother knew that whenever she said she was going out to dinner, it
meant she was going with Aseel. If not, she would always say she was going out
with the girls or who she was going with.
When Nasreena didn’t comment, Haifa
quickly changed into a T-shirt and leggings and joined her mother to help. The
mother and daughter worked together effortlessly, comfortable with each other's
tasks and sharing chitchats. Haifa kept an eye on the time as she wanted to
finish early to look her best for Aseel.
Once they were done, she hurriedly
took a shower and carefully selected an outfit. She opted for an emerald green
midi dress with irregular pleats, paired with white jeans and a peach-colored
diamond-beaded bubble chiffon shawl. Then, she took her time doing her makeup
to perfection.
Haifa left her apartment fifteen minutes before nine, her steps quick and her
heart racing. She was wearing her favorite 3-inch leather brown satin pumps,
which matched her leather handbag. The anticipation of seeing Aseel had her
practically skipping down the hallway.
Even though she wished she could see
Aseel every day, they usually met up a few times a week. It used to be
different before they broke up. Aseel would come over to her place, but now her
mamma was not too happy with him, so she had to keep him away from home.
As she stepped out of the building,
she glanced at her phone – five more minutes to go. Excitement mixed with a bit
of nervousness coursed through her veins. But amid all the excitement, her mind
drifted back to the plan she'd cooked up with Aish. The idea of causing trouble
within her family made her feel uneasy, yet the thought of moving to Vavathi at
this point in her life was equally unsettling.
Haifa found herself torn between wanting
to make things right at home and the fear of losing the life she'd built in the
city. The clock kept ticking, and her mind kept racing with doubts and
questions. Was her plan even a good idea? Could she really pull it off?
With her eyes closed, Haifa took a
deep breath and let her thoughts settle. As much as the plan with Aish seemed
like a way out, she couldn't shake off the feeling that it was wrong. Deceiving
her mother and causing family drama just didn't sit right with her.
As she opened her eyes clarity
washed over her. She couldn't go through with this plan. Her mother's love for
the island and the family was too strong to manipulate. Instead, Haifa realized
that she needed to communicate openly with her mother, help bridge the gap, and
find a solution together.
The idea of marriage with Aseel
danced in her mind. But she couldn't ignore the fact that Aseel hadn't
mentioned marriage himself. Their commitment was still relatively fresh, and
she didn't want to push him into something he might not be ready for. Yet, the
desire to marry him, to spend her life with him, was a steadfast feeling deep
within her heart. It was that connection that had given her the strength to
stand up against her mother's wishes, even though it was something she'd never
imagine doing otherwise.
With a smile, Haifa decided that she
would have an open conversation with her mother in the morning and share her
perspective. She believed they could find a way to resolve their differences
and make a decision that was best for everyone. And as for Aseel, well, she
hoped that their love would continue to grow and perhaps, someday, lead them
down the path of marriage.
Checking the time once more, Haifa
realized that twenty minutes had passed since she had arrived at their meeting
spot, but there was still no sign of Aseel. The usually bustling street
appeared oddly quiet in the night, with only a few vehicles passing by compared
to the daytime traffic. The buildings along the street showcased a mismatched
collection of faded paint and worn-out balconies, illuminated by the sporadic
glow of streetlights. The only touch of green was the occasional roadside tree,
standing every ten feet or so.
Feeling a touch of impatience, Haifa
shifted her weight from one foot to another. She fought against negative
thoughts and decided to give Aseel a bit more time before reaching for her
phone to dial his number. Just as she was about to do so, her eyes lifted to
the corner of the road, and there he was—Aseel. Her heart skipped a beat, and
her face lit up with joy.
Aseel was like a dream come true for
Haifa. He possessed a tall and muscular build, not the bodybuilder type, but
exuding strength. His long, curly hair cascaded past his shoulders, framing his
beautifully sculpted face in a way that made her heart skip a beat. His eyes, a
captivating shade of golden brown, held a mesmerizing quality that could easily
drown her in their depths.
Once an avid basketball player since
his school days, Aseel's journey took a detour due to a reckless accident that
left him with a knee injury. Although it prevented him from pursuing a
professional basketball career, he continued to play the sport three days a
week with his friends, alongside his religious commitment to working out every
day.
Tonight, he wore one of his signature
flannel shirts, this one featuring a mix of red and black shades that
complemented his deep blue jeans. As he effortlessly maneuvered his 80’s Suzuki
along the street toward her, He pulled off the popular “local bad boy GN” look
flawlessly, Haifa almost found herself fanning herself to cool her fluttering
emotions.
Aseel hailed from a well-off
background, his family being owners of multiple chains of hardware shops across
the country. With the privilege of his family's wealth, he navigated life with
a carefree attitude, never really having to worry about earning a living on his
own. Given that his family was more than willing to provide him with whatever
he desired, Aseel's life seemed like a series of indulgences.
Despite being twenty-five, he had
made a few half-hearted attempts at finding a job, but nothing managed to
capture his sustained interest. Although his parents encouraged him to join the
family business, he resisted, preferring to devote his time to video games and
outings with his buddies.
"Hey beautiful," he
greeted her with a charming smile, his lips revealing a set of perfect white
teeth, as he parked the bike beside her.
"Hey you," Haifa replied,
her heart doing somersaults in her chest. She rested her hand on his shoulder
and smoothly swung her leg to join him behind the bike. Slipping her hand
around his waist, she cozied up to him, relishing the scent of his luxurious
musky cologne that enveloped her senses.
In less than fifteen minutes, they
reached the restaurant. The ride felt too brief, Haifa mused as she dismounted.
The restaurant, called Silver Water, was conveniently located by the ocean,
offering its patrons breathtaking vistas of the beach and the expansive sky.
The establishment exuded a cozy ambiance, accompanied by the enticing aroma of
freshly prepared dishes. The seating area, adorned with tables that overlooked
the ocean, invited guests to enjoy their meals while taking in the serene view.
Haifa waited as Aseel parked the
motorbike and led the way to the restaurant entrance. Silently, she fell into
step beside him, her hand slipping through his arm. As they settled into their
seats, she pondered how to initiate the conversation without sounding
possessive or controlling.
"So, how's everything been?
You've been pretty quiet over the past couple of days," Haifa ventured,
immediately regretting the words as they left her lips. She didn't want to come
across as overly concerned or prying.
Aseel casually brushed a loose curl
behind his ear, his gaze momentarily drifting. "La Liga started, and the
guys came over to watch," he explained, his attention elsewhere. Ah, the
football season – Haifa sighed internally. Aseel was a die-hard Barcelona fan,
and when it came to men and their sports, she knew it was a territory of its
own.
Once the waiter had taken their
orders, Haifa took a deep breath and decided to broach the subject.
"There's something I need to talk to you about," she began, her voice
slightly shaky. "My mom has made a decision. She wants to move back to
Vavathi, and she expects me to go with her."
Aseel frowned, leaning in closer to
her. "When will you be back?" he asked, seeming puzzled.
Haifa's heart sank further,
realizing he hadn't fully grasped the gravity of the situation. "No,
Aseel, I mean to move back permanently and start a new life there," she
clarified, her voice tinged with sadness. She quickly recounted the
conversation she had with her mother earlier in the day, explaining the details
to him. As she spoke, her emotions swirled, and tears threatened to well up in
her eyes. The thought of being away from him was unbearable.
Aseel burst into laughter, and Haifa
blinked at him in disbelief. His response caught her off guard "Why are
you laughing? This is serious," she said, her heart sinking even further.
She couldn't understand why he found this situation amusing, especially when
she was so clearly upset.
Aseel wiped a tear from his eye as
his laughter subsided. "I'm sorry, Ifa. It's just... I can't picture you
living the island life," he said, his tone mocking. "Will you be
wearing flowy dresses and cooking fish all day? Don't forget to pack a portable
generator and candles!"
This wasn't the reaction she had
hoped for. She needed his understanding and support, not jokes about island
living. "Aseel, it's not funny," she said. "It's not as
uncivilized as you think," she retorted, her tone defensive. She couldn't
believe it. Was she actually defending Vavathi? The place she had been dreading
moving to.
Aseel's mocking tone didn't help the
situation. "Oh, sure. Do they even have cable? Internet??” he sneered “You
won't last a day,"
Haifa's heart sank even further. She
looked at him with a mixture of sadness and disbelief. "You're not even a
little sad that I'll be gone?" she asked, her voice tinged with hurt.
"I've been trying to convince my mom, but she's being very firm."
“What's the big deal? Just let her
go and find an apartment here," he shrugged as if it were the simplest
solution. Aseel's nonchalant response hit her like a punch.
Haifa couldn't believe what she was
hearing. Her frustration with his lack of empathy boiled over. "Aseel,
this is a big deal for me. It's not just about an apartment. It's about my
family, my life here, and... and us," she said, her voice breaking
slightly. "I can't just abandon them. And I thought you would understand
that."
She looked at him, her eyes pleading
for him to grasp the gravity of the situation and offer some sort of support.
But what she saw in his eyes was indifference, and it hurt more than she had
anticipated.
She clasped her hands together,
trying to inject a note of optimism into the conversation. "Maybe if we
talked to Mamma and told her we want to get married or something," she
suggested, her tone attempting to lighten the mood.
Aseel's face hardened, and his words
hit her like a blow. "Ifa, I've told you before, I need time to think
about it. Constantly talking about it won't help," he said, his fingers
idly playing with a leather bracelet on his wrist. "I don't want to be
married yet. I don't want to be tied down."
Haifa nodded quickly, her heart
sinking further. How could she forget? There were certain topics with Aseel
that were off-limits, and anything related to their future seemed to be at the
top of that list. She had to abide by his rules, even when she was struggling
with her own emotions. It was always about his needs and preferences. The
frustration she felt with him often left her feeling like she was walking on
eggshells, fearful of triggering him in any way.
The rest of the meal passed in a heavy
silence, each lost in their own thoughts. After a while, Haifa attempted to
break the tension. "Will you at least come visit once we get
settled?" she asked, her voice carrying a glimmer of hope.
"Sure," came Aseel's curt
reply.
Changing the subject, she tried to
inject some lightness into the conversation. "I went to Crossroads
yesterday. Have you seen the reel I uploaded? I haven't finished editing the
others yet," she said, showing him the videos on her phone, hoping to
divert his attention and improve the atmosphere.
"Hmm," he replied, his
expression bored as he watched the video.
"Do you like it?" Haifa
asked with uncertainty.
"It's fine," Aseel
responded in the same detached tone.
His moody demeanor persisted as he
dropped her off at her building. She waved goodbye, feeling a knot of sadness
forming in her chest as he drove away hastily. Haifa took a deep breath, trying
to hold back her tears. Hugging herself for comfort, she made her way back to
her apartment. Thoughts of Aseel filled her mind, and self-doubt began to seep
in. Maybe she had been pushing him too much, maybe she was too controlling. Her
self-esteem started to waver as she grappled with her emotions.
"Ifa dharifulha, come here, I
have news," her mother called out as she entered.
Nasreena was sitting on the sofa
with Jalal, the TV playing in the background while she held her phone in one
hand. Her face was beaming with excitement. "Your aunt Naseema just
called. She found a job for you in Vavathi. It might not be anything
extravagant, but it's a decent administrative position at the school. Isn't
that great news?" she asked, her joy evident.
"And Jalal mentioned that he
can help you get photography gigs at various weddings, so you can continue
pursuing your hobby," Nasreena added with a smile.
Haifa looked at her mother, her
throat tightening and her eyes welling up with tears once again. "Yes,
Mamma," she replied, her voice barely above a whisper. She turned away
quickly, feeling overwhelmed by the news. "I'm going to change and go to
bed."
"All right, dharifulha, get
some rest. We'll start packing from tomorrow," Nasreena said, her
attention shifting back to the TV program.
Haifa stumbled into her room, her
mind a whirlwind of emotions. She began to remove her head cover and wipe off
her makeup absentmindedly. Her thoughts were racing, her mother's words echoing
in her mind. How could her career be dismissed as just a hobby? Sure, she
hadn't landed any professional jobs yet, but photography was her passion, her
dream for the past decade. It was more than just a hobby to her.
Frustration and anger simmered
within her. Her mother seemed to have no understanding of her desires, her
aspirations, or the importance of her dreams. It felt as if her mother was
making decisions without considering her feelings at all. The fact that her
mother was planning this move and upending her life without any regard for
Haifa's wishes infuriated her.
She changed into her sleepwear, a
simple t-shirt and bottoms, her anger still burning strong. She had hoped to
have a rational conversation with her mother about her own life, and her own
choices. But it seemed like her mother had already made up her mind and was
pushing forward with her plans, disregarding Haifa's opinions and feelings as
if they didn't matter at all. It was as if her mother had been the one to
decide to bring Haifa to Male', and now she was the one deciding to uproot her
from it, leaving Haifa feeling powerless and ignored.
As Haifa brushed her teeth, she
stared at her reflection in the mirror. A fire burned in her eyes,
determination replacing the frustration that had consumed her earlier. She
realized that she couldn't let her mother's decisions dictate the course of her
life. She had worked tirelessly for her dreams, and she wasn't about to let
them slip away because of someone else's choices.
As the toothbrush tapped against the
side of the sink, she knew she had to use the plan. It was a drastic plan, a
painful plan, but it was the only one she felt she had left. She knew what she
had to do - break apart a family.
It was a heavy decision to make, and
Haifa knew the toll it would take on her emotions. But she was prepared to
fight for the life she had envisioned, even if it meant challenging her
mother's choices and risking everything she held dear.
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