On Thursday, Haifa stared miserably
at her computer screen. Despite it being almost dinner time, she had been
struggling with the video for the past three days. She had already compiled the
best shots and gone through all her files. The video so far was everything she
had planned, capturing every element she desired.
Yet, it seemed too ordinary to her.
She had the feeling that every contestant would cover the same things in
different ways. She needed something more, something that would make her entry
stand out. Haifa had raked her brain, but nothing seemed to come to her.
Haifa blamed her recent difficulty
in focusing to the fluctuations in her mood over the past few days. Having made
the tough decision to end her relationship with Aseel, she hoped it was the
right choice to pave the way for a new chapter in her life. However, Aseel's
reaction to the breakup was far from what she expected.
In the aftermath of their split,
Aseel went on a social media spree, bombarding his accounts with posts portraying
perfect life of his. From boasting about his supposedly amazing experiences to
sharing shirtless pictures, he seemed determined to broadcast an image of
unbridled happiness. Frustrated and irritated, Haifa decided to disconnect
herself from all his social media profiles.
Rather than expressing sadness or
regret over their breakup, Aseel's relentless posting only fueled Haifa's
anger. It became apparent to her that his incessant updates were a desperate
plea for attention. Haifa found herself irked not by jealousy or heartbreak but
by the realization that she had been involved with someone so emotionally
immature, someone who believed he was the best she could ever have.
Haifa found herself frustrated not
only with Aseel's behavior but also with her own preoccupation with thoughts of
Zishan. Recognizing the need for a break from romantic entanglements, she wanted
a break from men to introspect. Despite her determination to take time for
self-reflection, her heart seemed to have a different agenda.
Haifa aimed to unravel the
complexities of her past relationships and understand where she may have erred
before diving into another commitment. She was resolute in not repeating old
patterns, asserting her independence and confidence as a woman standing on her
own. However, her internal struggle persisted, as she couldn't fathom why
Zishan occupied her thoughts so incessantly.
The urge to hear his voice and the
temptation to express her feelings to him tugged at her. She frequently found
herself on the verge of calling or texting him, only to pull back, reminding
herself that it was too soon for such conversations. Despite this restraint,
the mere thought of Zishan brought a sense of joy, and the prospect of a future
with him ignited excitement within her.
Haifa resolved to dedicate ample
time to reflect on herself before starting on another relationship. She was
determined to avoid the pitfalls of hastily jumping into commitment, mindful of
the consequences of previous failed relationships. Approaching her
mid-twenties, Haifa recognized the importance of taking her life seriously.
Her aspirations for a future
included a loving husband and children, and she understood that pursuing one
relationship after another wouldn't bring her closer to that vision. Instead,
she needed to establish her own set of standards and adhere to them. Haifa was
committed to defining her path, ensuring that any future relationship would
align with her values and aspirations, and steering clear of the pitfalls of
impulsiveness that had characterized her past. With a frustrated huff, Haifa left
her room in search of Saira. She knocked on her door and waited.
Haifa's thoughts were consumed by
the competition. Aware that she had precisely one month left until her due
date, she reassured herself that there was no need to panic just yet. With all
the footage already captured for her initial concept, she contemplated whether
revisiting previous years' entries for inspiration or giving her drone session
another attempt would be beneficial. The latter had proven to be particularly
challenging for her, and perhaps a second try would yield better results.
Haifa longed to share her work with
Zishan. His unique perspective and consideration of angles often uncovered
aspects she had not thought about herself. He had been the guiding force from
the start. Or maybe, deep down, she was just hoping for an opportunity to meet
him once more.
Why hadn't he called her? True, she
had made it clear that she had a boyfriend and was not available. But, he had
also confessed his undying love for her. How could it be so effortless for him
to carry on with his life without her? Not a single text or call. Haifa wasn't
playing hard to get; she was desperately hopeful that he wouldn't be like
Aseel, forgetting her so easily. She wanted his love to be steadfast and
absolute.
“Hey, let's go," Saira said as
she opened her door, “I was just about to come get you.”
"Wait, first come and see
this." Haifa grabbed Saira’s hand and took her back to her room, showing
her the video.
"What do you think?" Haifa
asked as soon as she finished.
"It's really good. You've
somehow found the best shots and showcased so many different sights, all under
one minute. I'm impressed," Saira replied.
“Are you sure?” Haifa asked baiting
her nails.
"Yeah, why?" Saira asked
skeptically, rewinding the video.
"I don't know, it just doesn't
feel winner-worthy, you know? I feel like I'm missing the wow factor,"
Haifa exclaimed.
Saira thought for a minute, “Maybe
you've just been going through it so much that you feel like it's ordinary. But
honestly, I think it's great,” she assured.
Haifa nodded her head unsurely.
Maybe Saira was right. She had been immersed in the project for months now, and
it was natural to feel insecure about her own work. Especially as a novice
photographer, it was just her nerves, she told herself.
***
On Friday morning, Haifa and Saira
went about their usual task of sweeping the area around the house. After months
of performing this ritual, Haifa found it oddly calming. Last night, she had
informed her mother that she had broken up with Aseel. Her mother seemed
sympathetic but Haifa knew she was very much relieved to hear her say that.
After a long conversation with her
mother, she had gone to her room to call Aish to share the news. Haifa couldn't
believe the support she had received from these two women. She had gone against
their advice for so long, yet neither of them tried to rub it in nor said,
"I told you so." Finally, she could openly admit how Aseel had
treated her and how difficult it was to be with him. She felt like a great
burden had been lifted from her after sharing with them. Without Aseel, life
felt much simpler and less stressful for her.
"Are you finished?" Saira
asked, her iloshifathi tucked under her arms.
"Yeah," Haifa replied,
straightening up. "Are we heading to Aunt Naseema's house today? Mamma
mentioned they had some work."
"Maybe in the evening,"
Saira responded.
"So, does that mean she's okay
with Uncle Zuhair coming for dinner the other night?" Haifa asked as she
walked inside.
"Not initially. Mamma said she
threw a fit. But after what he did for you guys, she decided to call a
truce," Saira replied.
"That's a relief. I hoped mamma
didn't have another issue with her family because of me. You remember the last
time," Haifa said, her tone tinged with guilt.
"Oh yes, the day you created
the scene Aunt Naseema's was epic. I loved the show," Saira laughed,
enjoying the memory and causing Haifa's face to flush. "Although I'm still
not completely sure about why you did it, though. I mean, I know you weren't
happy about coming to Vavathi. So what did you hope to accomplish by making
problems?" she asked, her attention divided.
Haifa looked away, the topic being
one she hadn't yet chosen to share with anyone. The only ones privy to her end
goal of returning to Male' were her mamma and Aish. She had contemplated
revealing it to Saira a few times, given that she already suspected Haifa was
working towards a plan.
Nevertheless, Haifa hesitated,
fearing Saira's reaction. She worried Saira might be hurt if she disclosed her
desire to leave or that Saira might take offense at Haifa not finding Vavathi
suitable for the rest of her life. Above all, the fear lingered that Saira might
distance herself as a friend.
"As-Salaam-Alaikum," a
voice greeted from outside before they could enter the house.
"Wa alaykumu salam," they
both responded, turning around. Haifa felt a surge of relief, grateful that she
didn't have to respond to Saira's question. However, she was aware that luck
had favored her this time, knowing well that the same question would likely
return to her like a boomerang.
"Basith?" Haifa exclaimed,
her heart sped up with hope as her eyes quickly scanned for Zishan. Pouting
inwardly because Basith came alone, she redirected her attention to him. "How
have you been?" she asked.
"I'm great, been a long
time," he replied, standing at the entrance.
"Come inside, we can arrange
tea," she said, smiling.
"I would love to, but right now
I have to take you somewhere," he declared with a proud grin.
“Right now?” Bewildered, she asked,
"Where?"
"It's a surprise," he
replied, laughing, “Oh, and bring your tripod.”
Saira propped her iloshifathi
against the wall. "Can I come too?" she asked enthusiastically.
"Of course, we're the team,
right?" he winked at her.
***
Saira clutched Haifa's hand in awe
as they saw what Baith had brought them to. "Are those..."
"Flamingos," Haifa
whispered as she stared at the tall, pink-wading birds with thick downturn bills,
unable to believe her eyes.
Haifa and Saira swiftly changed and
got ready as Basith waited for them outside. He led them to the same small
dinghy they had used for Haifa's previous photo shoot on an uninhabited island.
Basith and his friend maneuvered the dinghy, transporting them to yet another
deserted island in just twenty minutes.
"Yep, we've been monitoring
them for a year now. Since they migrated last year, we believe they are here to
stay," he said.
"Yes, I remember seeing it on
the news. I just didn't know they came near our island," Saira said
excitedly.
Haifa nodded dumbly. She had also
heard about flamingos visiting the Maldives for couple of years now, making
headlines for days. The reports also mentioned how some people were harming
them or trying to sell them. The government had to impose strict regulations to
keep the flamingos safe. But she had no idea they had stayed; the reports
usually portrayed the Maldives as one of their stops during migration.
"You kept them here all this
time?" Haifa asked.
Basith nodded. "About five to
six came here first, and we brought in the others from islands around to keep
them all in one place for easy monitoring. Especially on an island with people,
they find it hard to adjust," he said. "This island is not only
uninhabited but also a mangrove marshside. They sustain their diet from that."
"That's amazing," she
breathed.
A flock of the beauties stood
proudly at the shore, some balancing on just one slender leg. Their graceful
long necks occasionally lowered towards the tide. A few stayed behind, tending
to their young. Haifa approached cautiously to avoid disturbing them and set up
her equipment. She captured footage from various angles, appreciating the
elegance of the scene. Even Saira had her phone angled to take pictures of the
fascinating creatures.
"Experts say that Africa is the
true habitat for these birds, who migrate to escape winter. The Maldives has
become one of their resting spots during migration," Basith explained. "Changes
in the migratory paths of species are sadly a sign of catastrophic climate
change," he continued. "We believe they are staying here so long
because they have adapted to the marshland habitats here and because they no
longer face human harm."
"Why didn't you bring me here before?"
Haifa asked accusingly.
"They had just laid their eggs;
we did not want to disturb their incubation period," he gestured towards
the rear side of the beach. "See those mounds? Those were their
nests."
Haifa looked at the places he had
indicated, and then her gaze moved rapidly until she found what she was looking
for – the tiny baby flamingos.
He nodded towards them. "They
are called flaminglet. They are now a few weeks old."
"This is incredible."
"Zishan had kept this as a
surprise; he had been excited to tell you for so long. I'm surprised he didn't
come here today," Basith said.
Haifa's heart raced at the thought
of him. How is that man capable of such sweetness, she had no idea. Her mind
drifted back to the weeks before her arrival in Vavathi. She recalled asking
Aish what love was, and Aish had replied saying that it was when the cheesy
cliches from romantic movies began to happen in real life. From the meet-cute
to the love confession, and now a grand gesture, Haifa realized that, if in a
movie, this would be the part where she would run to Zishan.
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